"Through suffering, Christ showed us that our own suffering is worthwhile, and the occasion through which to grow morally by imitating Him." - Roger Scruton
If God knows all, and He sent His son to suffer everything that you are suffering... consider that this must mean your suffering is worthwhile and has a higher purpose that may be beyond your current comprehension.
We are called trust. As much as I don’t, I know I’m called to suffer like Him. In a righteous submission, trust, and obedience.